:(

I am sad. :(

Get a life

Like after so many days, i finally have the time to go shopping! :) I went to Orchard, Bugis and Chinatown-Outram with Xinying! Aiyoo, she ar.. getting-to-be-a-little-vulgar-and-like-to-pinch-or-hit-me already. hehee! She cannot see this or else she will pinch and hit me again! Hahahaha! We shopped for about 7 hours and only got a skirt and a pair of heels altogether. LOL! Although it was very tiring to walk for almost 7 hours straight, it was fun and worthwhile! ♥Luv you, Xinying! She must be over the moon when she sees this. wahaha!

Woohoo, my house is filled up with chinese new year food. Especially the fridge with those yum yum ingredients for the steamboat tomorrow! :) I am looking forward to it!!! Hahaha! A joyous reunion dinner! :) The joy of having ALL your family members with you, eating together. How nice this can be! Anyway, I have very limited relatives. I don't know why i am saying this. Maybe i want you to share your hongbaos with me?! Will you? wahaha:P

I say, 2009 will be an awesome and great year!

And i will be baking mini brownie cups later! :) :) :)

As busy as a bee

Hahaha, so many things to be done! How i wish that there is 48hours in a day.:) The most time-consuming thing is HOMEWORK! I think i owe quite a lot of assignments already. Like for amath alone, i have 3 assignment not handed in yet when there are about 5 assignment so far. :( And i don't have enough sleep!
JUST GIVE ME MORE MORE MORE TIME! wahahaha

Oh ya. I think that the match the day before was awesome! It was very fun and just simply nice. :) Tomorrow is against Cedar girls'. Prayed. :)

Shall talk more in detailed during the weekends. :P

Live your life

Haha. This is the best that i can find.

Life goes on...

You will never know how it feels when you didn't experience it before. You think and that is only what you thought, how about me? Have you ever wonder how i think and even feel? Never. Why i can't find friends who are true, caring, understanding, good, or at least to me. How can i tell you things when i don't have the trust in you, anymore. I don't feel it anymore. Spare a thought for me, for others and for you. If you were me or understand how i feel, you will know. But never. You might think that this is not true but this is what i am going through. I don't know. My mind is blank now and i cannot recall things back. I guess it is telling me to stop remembering those unhappiness and start all over again. I am tired, really exhausted. Every single thing, getting out of hand. What am i suppose to do? How am i suppose to know? How am i suppose to be happy when i am not. Never assume, never 'i thought'.

My thinking of not to like it has always been there. After that day, it has proven that my dislike is correct. A mistake that made me realized many things. The world is cruel. Life is unfair. What to do? Life still goes on.

All over again, it is possible? I hope, with honest conversations and true, good, sincere feelings.

My thinking of O levels is next month, hoping to get good results for it and leaving the school for a better place, either JC/Poly, so i can don't be bothered by things like this again is getting stronger. Will the new place be better? I sincerely hope so. That is few more months.
I think it is better to resolve those problems rather than running away from it. I must and will be strong.

Deciding

Training clashes with my lesson. $$$

Decided.

Green Green

Hahaha my sis told me this joke and i was laughing like mad and i kept asking her to repeat! She told me part of it only and yet i was crazily laughing.

A girl came for a job interview.
To test her English, Boss ask her to create sentences with the colour:
green, pink, yellow, blue, white, purple, and black.
She answered:
I hear phone 'GREEN GREEN', then i go and 'PINK' up the phone, and i say 'YELLOW BLUES' that?
'WHITE' did you say?
oh wrong number, don't PURPLELY' disturb people and don't call 'BLACK' okay?
Boss say: You can go black now and wait for the phone green green.

I thought of telling this joke to them in school as jokes are meant to be shared! If you have any, TELL ME TOO! So we can laugh madly together! When i asked them whether they know how to use colours to form a sentence when somebody calls them, they know the joke! LOL! I think i have been living in the well for far too long already. Maybe is the way my sis say it is REALLY hilarious.

Alvin passed me this today. Hahaha! It's sooo nice of you. :) Eh wait, i cannot say that he is nice because his skin is very thin so he will be shy. LOL! Seeee, he is blushing just like the cow already. wahahaha! anw, somehow this cow looks a little like a sheeeeeep~


Imagine how cute it is when you have a squishy cow standing in front of your study table. :) I mean literally standing because it will be quite scary/funny if a real cow stand in front of you and goes mooo mooo~ And you can squeeze them to relieve stress too! Hahaha! (They don't look like cows at all!)

Or maybe a whole lot of cows standing around you!


Hahaha, see how spongbob squarepants this guitar is!
"Actually i drew him out." :P *ahem...

OMG OMG OMG!

You know what, i just spent like one to almost two hours to do my geography summary. And i accidentally DELETED it without SAVING! Save me~

I should be able to sleep now. It's all because of the geography summary, i need to stay up for another hour. I feel like killing cows now lah...

Continue an hour later...
I finally finished my geography summary already! Yawns~ I am sooo sleepy. I need to thank my spectacles a lot because if i didn't have it with me, my eyes are going to be so tired.

Good night!

A little clever

Hahahaha! I know already, zebra goes bra bra~ and hippopotamus goes po po~ LOL!

He said that i must credit him for this super cute cow and he is clever for five times! Clever, dumb, clever, dumb and clever. Hahaha :P Because i said that he is clever for five times straight. I think i must be crazy that time. Hahaha!

This is the cutest cow ever and it has won the 'cutest cow award'. :P

Unlike this one. (see below) Hehee! Actually i think it is quite cute, quite only ar :P but still cannot win momo. wahaha!

Thank you lah, alvin! (You're the kindest soul in this world of *ahem*) hahahaha!
Tell you a super duper damn funny joke tomorrow! :D

Dream Dashed

I went to the Singapore Poly's Open House on Friday and i realized that

1) You don't need to study aerospace to be a pilot. Like you don't need to study about the specific car parts to drive a car. You just have to be rich and healthy including having perfect eyesight that i don't have and never will. :(
I don't believe it at first. I went to ask another lecturer and she said the same thing. I choose not to believe them. Then i asked some poly students and the answer was the same again! Omg. Their only advice to me was "Join the Youth Flying Club first." (I wasn't wearing my spectacles at that time.)

2) Your final year project doesn't need to be linked to what you are studying. Eg, if you are studying about aerospace, you can do a food product for the final year project. Then i asked, "why you still want to study ~insert any course name~." He said, "for fun mah!"

Aww, my dream is dashed. I am not interested in going to a poly already but i'm also not up-to-grade for JC. Hahaha why am i talking about this when i haven even sit for my O levels!
Hehee, their results are out tomorrow! This is good because we can skip lessons to see their results! :)

Merry Go Round

Not young

4.45pm

I am so tired so i'm only posting the photos. :D I have two free tickets to Sentosa last minute. So i called Huixian and Wengcheng like at 11pm+ and met them the next day. It's so rush and they can make it! Hahahaha! :) ♥



Muachi was there too! Hahaha, he even swam! Hehee, so cute! :)



Hahaha, sunburn.

Finally!

Like finally, i finished my social studies' essays!!!
Just nice for me to hand up tomorrow!
It took up a lot of my time!

My Brother

Hahaha! My brother ar..

Me: (Mum called) What you wanna eat?
Bro: Er, carrot cake.
Me: Black or white?
Bro: Yellow lah.
Me: Huh? Where got this colour?!
(2 seconds passed) "Oh! He wants it white.'
Then i told my mum that he wants it yellow. My mum said "HUH?" Hehee!

Me: (Bro coming out of the kitchen and lights are not switched on) What, What, What! I know you're hiding somewhere! It's just that i can't see you!
Bro: (Walked into the living room) Who want to play with you, crazy. ~grins~ hahaha:)
*To go into my bro's room from the kitchen, he must pass by the living room and there is this huge mirror, measuring from almost the ceiling to the length very near to the floor, mounted onto the wall. So i am not seeing things! Hahaha!

I'm going to watch The Little Nonya ending now. :)

A new year, a brand new start.

Hehee, the title of this post sounds familiar? Haha because i don't know what else to write. :)



School starts today and i am back to the old school lifestyle, again! To go school-study-recess-study-lunch-study-home-bathe-homework-dinner-tv-computer-sleep. The next day, it will be the same old thing again or maybe with the worry that i have not done my homework yet. If you realized, almost 66% of a day is about school. ~sad face~ This will continue for at least 240+days or so. :( And not to mention, school ends super duper late now. Like the latest can go till 4.45pm on Monday and Tuesday. There's even one more big issue- volleyball is on Thursday and Saturday! It clashes with my lesson. How? Can i don't go for training? Hahah! And anw, i somehow somewhat don't like the new coach. =P Hehee, hope there will be colors adding in! Get what i mean? Wahaha. :D



Jillian, Shujuan and I went to The Pasta Shop today. I think that the pasta shop is better than sakae sushi though they are both under sakae company. If you don't like spaghetti kind of noodles, i don't think you will enjoy it. And the food that we ate the most, like we can pile it up into a huge mountain, is garlic bread! I'm lazy to type the details out; maybe i can say it out. As you know, if you know, I CAN TALK A LOT, NON-STOP! HAHAHA! Overall, it will be a good choice for you to dine-in/buffet there. :)

I'm soooo full right now... and tired.

Do you type fast?

Do you know how much time i spent typing an essay? I use one hour/ essay on average! Sooo slow. :( My big brother helped me to do two essays just now. So kind of him leh. Hahaha. And guess what, he used less than half an hour for two essays! He even said that he can type faster if he uses his own keyboard. Hehee :) *show off ar~* haha. Oh man, i also hope that i can type faster, like 100000words/min! wahaha :)

So my big brother gave me this link
http://www.typingtest.com
Of course we challenged. :) In the end, my second brother won! Hahaha! And i'm third! (If you get the joke, LAUGH!) HAHAHA!

Imagine, i have 21 essays so i need 21 hours! I'm at essay 15 now!
Woo hoo! 6 more to go! :)

"Yeah!" School tomorrow. hahaha :D